Well, first of all the bad stuff is mostly my grades. I don't know why slacked off soooo much this semester. I mean, I am utterly confused as to what happened. ..........

I guess I need to get new friends. My ones now are just so addicted to certain things and I feel as though I can't even relate to them anymore. They don't see the real happiness in the world. They are stuck in their own fantasy world where everything is dark and the world is out to get them. I mean a few of my friends are still cool to hang out with or talk to. Lol I can still stand to put up with you guys: Ken, Alyssa, Jen, Ashe, Heather, and a very few others. Especialy my sweetheart laura ♥

I still have alot of positiveness in my life. Laura and I are going to have our 1 year anniversary. i am so glad that we will be geting married in a couple of years. i miss her alot when I don't visit her. If I could I would see her every single day.

Well i guess the best thing to do is just appreciate all the good things, and don't let the bad things bother me. I know I can do better in scoiol next semester so why should I worry?


It's always fun to be optimistic. it really helps.